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SockSid Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2014
it was okay but it was almost as if i'd read it before somewhere. familiar i guess you could say. simple. no underlying pull. it didn't make me feel emotional but it was good. personally not for me. but thank you. 

i just want to put this out there. don't take this to heart... not that you would.
i am a nobody just like you and the others around us but that's okay. i kinda like being invisible yet at the same time i get frustrated if i'm ignored. guess i'm just another imperfect mess.
hey how you doin'. hope you're happy. no i seriously do cos i feel a connection to some people. can't get them of my mind then if something awful happens to them i blame it on myself. for not being there. never being there.
i'm not (thankfully) gonna spout crap about wanting to jump of a window ledge and die cos truth is even if i do i wont. sorry do ignore me. its just spouting bull sometimes makes me feel better about myself.
i don't like it when it's so clear. the marks and the blood. its sad. and pathetic that i see it as just a normal part of life. though its normal for friends to be messed up in the head if there friend threatens to slit their wrists without meaning to. 
it's normal though right? that people our age feel suicidal. that they cut themselves. tell me its normal. i think its normal. i hope its not.
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2014  Student Writer
oh goodness, please don't feel that way. I've gone through self-harm before, and it's unhealthy, hon: there are so many better outlets than that, outlets that don't leave scars. You won't be ignored forever: some day you will find your niche, someday you will find a place in which you can be happy. I don't know you, but you're lovely and wonderful and you deserve the world, okay? 
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SockSid Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2014
no. i don't. see me as the victim and you will be regretting it the rest of your life. riddles talk to me. i talk to riddles. sorry. i dont self harm. friends of mine do. their choice i guess but sometimes i can't help wishing they would die. get it over and done with. then i hear myself talking as if im a third person in my own life story and i hate myself for it. the truth is they wont stop.never.ever and thats cool. not really. sorry for bothering you. i liked your story bout the old woman moving house. should be published. no could be. its good. agree with you on tfios. though for a short time i liked it. a little. after thinking, something i need to do more. i begin to hate it. have the urge to burn it.
can i ask im not the only person in the world to have an imaginary friend right. his okay, she is funny and contradicting. doesn't have a name though. wow i have no life. no life. what am i living for. if i dont have something in life worth dying for why don't i just die. like mlk said if you have nothing worth dying for than you dont deserve to live. oh gee. i keep imagining i were with you as a real person. i wouldn't talk. much. at all. im awkward that way. you would see me as a insecure nobody. its cool. its what i think of myself. jeez is it just me or do you hate lines of deep philosophy that are impossible to comprehend. are too easy to understand. i like a challenge. due to exam results im apparently stupid. thats okay normally stupid people live a happier and more fufilling life anyway. 
im sorry. how are you. tired like me. thinking unlike me. in this upside down society. have you ever had a romance with a country... metaphorically of course. then again i dont even know the definition of a metaphor. or a simile, they scatter. words scatter and hide from me. even if i call for them to come back. they've left. words. i cant hide behind them. maybe if i use banana repeatedly though i will have to hide from that lurking straight jacket around the corner. sorry. really i am. dont read if you dont want to. 
your happy right.
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sinigangsagabi Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2013  Professional General Artist
Stop making me feel things. ;____;

so beautiful.
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sinigangsagabi Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2013  Professional General Artist
hahah i meant it as a good thing don't worry. you're so gifted! i'm really amazed at what you do
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2013  Student Writer
aw :ohnoes:
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Tarwenless Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2013
Awesome, it's kind of sad because I know exactly how he feels. I think it's wonderfull to find a friend like Sara, I'd like to have one someday. :pray:
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AviiCeruleanSkies Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2013  Student
Beautiful :)
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cookieowl Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2012
god damn how beautiful.makes me sad...cause it reminds me of a relation to friend.but sadly just friend...
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Prismgal Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2012  Student Writer
Y'know, I think you enjoy breaking my heart into little tiny pieces by bringing up Benji. :B
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Skylacine Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2012  Hobbyist
this is great :D
I really like this c:
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kaiser-mony Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Even with the blue colours, your art has such heart warming qualities to it :) :heart:
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E-A-Skeleton Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Student General Artist
Aww gosh these two get more and more adorable
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MacCarrickLuv Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Kinda weird, but this is is exactly what I'm going through when it comes to what ben said. .-. But you know....for me, it has to be about being happy and love like I did as a child, despite anything.
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theolivethief14 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
There's more about these two? :D
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 15, 2012  Student Writer
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ntmr2 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012
i totally loved it!
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mystytwilight Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Beautiful. Your work is inspiring!
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UmbraCrux Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
you're a great writer. :D Nice choices in words.
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you!
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lilelle Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012
heart worming, truly beautiful <3
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
aw, thank you!
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Takimashou Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
'You matter'. Pretty powerful thing to tell a person. I reckon I'd feel pretty damn lucky too, if someone said that to me.
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
I think that's probably the most important factor of true friendship, myself
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tophluver Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012
This is a beautiful passage. I love this <3
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you!
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billytheixi Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012
"There's a term for that. I call it bullshit."

Oh my goodness, I think that might rank as one of my top ten favorite Sara quotes. XD Remind me to bring that one out sometime if the time calls for it...but then again, I know I'll be mentally using that during English class.
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
haha, Sara's inner diva is showing
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billytheixi Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012
(Whoa, late reply!) It is indeed. XD
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PassionandPromise Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
I absolutely love this!! X3
<3
xxx
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you!
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MartinaSOcean Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012
love it, I'll pay to have a friend close like this
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
It certainly is a blessing.
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Natygaby31 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Awe I have to read the book!
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
Hopefully you can once I publish it!
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amivan Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student General Artist
I can't wait to buy this book! are you going to make the cover?
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
Probably not, I'd want a professional to do it :XD:
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Gryffgirl Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012
Beautiful. I love these two so much! :heart:
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
aww :heart:
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Kya-Shadowstar Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Want to read sooooo baaaaddd. ;A;
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
aw, hopefully you will soon!
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magical-marnie321 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
"There's a term for that. I call it bullshit." <-- best line ever.
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
x3
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scriptedheart Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012
Aw this is beautiful :)
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
Thank you!
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scriptedheart Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2012
You're welcome :)
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cherry12 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
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HennaLucas Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012  Student Writer
:XD:
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starmic Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2012
I gotta say this made me cry,so beautifull I will keep what I read in my heart:heart:
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