"Do you know what itís like to be invisible? Do you understand how it feels to be suffocated by years of isolation? According to the world, I donít existóI have no identity or future to speak of, and sometimes I find myself awoken at night with this crippling fear that theyíre rightóthat I am nothing. When people tell you something enough, you start to believe it. And it makes me panicked and sad and scared all the time! Sometimes I feel like Iím not even realóthat I donít really exist anymore. Iíve lost count of all the times Iíve sat on my bed and whispered my name out loud just so I can convince myself that I wonítówonítóIím not even sure anymoreóthat I wonít disappear? Crumble into dust? Cease to exist entirely? I donít know! Thatís what frightens me so much! Because Iím stuck: Iím trapped in thisóthis endless cycle and no-one even knows Iím here! I feel like I could scream and hit my fists against the walls and nobody would even hear me!Ē[...] "Even in this place, even with you and your family for company, I feel alone because no matter how hard I try, I know that Iím not one of you. I canít be, not when these lines have been so clearly drawn. I want to be so muchóI want a family again, but I donít belong here because Iím a danger and a burden to you. Just the thought that you all would be better off without me quite honestly terrifies me."